HmSp-§m¯ Xnc-bnf¡§fmWv HmÀ½-IÄ....

CXp R§-fpsS \memw ¢mÊnse {Kq¸v t^mt«m..

ASp-¡-Sp-¡mbn 2-h-c-t¡m¸n t]mse R§Ä...

Xmsg s_©n {]nb-s¸s« So¨Àamcpw A[ym-]-I-cpw...

Iq«w sXän-t¸mb ]d-h-¡q-«-§Ä......

R§-fn\n Hcp-an¨pImWp-tam....

R§-Ä¡v 34,35..-A-d-_n-So-¨À s]³j-\m-hm-dm-bn.

tPmkvamjv¡v Adp-]-¯©v Ign-ªp-Im-Wpw...

tPmWn-amjv¡v F¬]-Xn-t\m-S-Sp-¯p-Im-Wpw......

tZkp-«namjpw ]m¯p-½bpw apt¶ t]mbn......

Ime-an§s\ C{X thK-¯n t]mIp-¶pXv Ft§m-«m-Wv..

s]«¶v \mep-a-Wn-bm-Im-\m-bn-cp¶p ]­v R§-Ä¡m{K-lw.

]t£,-C-t¸m-tgm, ]Xp-s¡-¸-Xps¡ t]mbm aXn-sb¶p

a\Êp ]d-ªm Imew tIÄ¡p-tam..

F´p sN¿mw..

{]hm-kn-I-fpsS hnem]w

Hmtcm HmÀ½-Ifpw Hmtcm Xpcp-¯p-I-fm-Wv. HmÀ½-bpsS Xnc-bn-f-¡-§Ä Xoc-¯p-h¶p ap«n-s¡m-t­-bn-cn-¡pw. AXv NneÀ¡v km´z-\-am-Wv. NneÀ¡v Xncn-¨p-t]m-¡m-Wv. NneÀ¡v s\m¼-c-¯nsâ I\¡-jv-W-§-fm-Wv. _mey-Im-e-s¯-¡p-dn¨v Ft¸mgpw ]d-bp-¶-hsc kq£n-¡-W-sa¶v ]d-bm-dpണ്ട് ­. `qX-Imew kzÀ®-am-sW-¦n ap¡p-]-­-ണ്ട§Ä \ndª B`-c-W-im-e-bm-IWw hÀ¯-am-\-§Ä. Bsc-¦nepw Fs´-¦nepw ]d-ªp-sIm-Ås« kvt\lw {]Xn-_-Ô-a-dn-bp-¶n-Ã-tÃm... FÂ.-]n.-kvIq-fn ]Tn-¡p-t¼mÄ kvt\ltam ...-l...-l...-l... AXv Ah-km-\-sa-gp-Xmw.

1981...84 Ime-¯nsâ ]g-´m-fp-IÄ adn-¨m angn-hpÅ At\Iw Nn{X-§Ä ImWmw. aS-¡o«pw aS-¡o«pw Ah-km-\n-¡m¯ BIm-i-¡p-¸mbw t]mse Hcp-]m-tSmÀ½-IÄ.. Pohn-X-¯nsâ \navt¶m¶-X-§-fn FSp-s¯-dn-b-s¸« \n§-sfÃmw Fhn-sS-bm-Wv? hcm-´-I-fn HmSn-¡-fn¨pw \pÅn -t\m-hn¨pw \S¶ \mfp-IÄ. Ah-bn\n Xncn¨phcptam? A¶p-tI« A[ym-]-I-cpsS {]nb-kz-c-§Ä Ghn-tS-¡p-t]mbn? Hcn-¡epw Ah-bn-sem¶pw Cu `qan hn«v t]mbn-«p-ണ്ടm-In-Ã.

A¶v kvIqfn\v ]mtam-bn-en thhn-s¨-Sp¯ D¸p-am-hnsâ aW-am-bn-cp-¶p. ]¨-¡dn tXm«-¯nse ]bdpw sImÅnbpw F{X teew hnfn-s¨-Sp-¯p. sIm¨p-Ip-«n-I-fmb R§-fpsS ap¶nte¡v tZkp«n amjv IS-¶p-h-cp-t¼mÄ ...-F-kv.-F-kv.-Fbpw Un.-]n.-C.-]nbpw hcp-¶-Xn\v F{Xtbm ap¼v R§Ä ഇc­pXe-bpÅ tImgn-tbbpw aq¶p Xe-bpÅ sX§n³X¿pw I­n-«p-­മm-bn-cp-¶p. AXp ImWm-\mbn R§Ä aT-¯nsâ tdmUn-eqsS skâdpw IS¶v a®m-¯n-¡p-f-¯n\p ap¼n-epÅ At±-l-¯nsâ ho«n-te¡v hcn-h-cn-bmbn \S-s¶-¯n-bn-cp-¶p. {Iow If-dn-epÅ jÀ«pw t\hn»q (B If-dnsâ t]cv hep-Xm-b-t¸m-gmWv Adn-ªXv--....-AXphsc AXv shdpw \oe-bm-bn-cp-¶p!) {Sukdpw C«v \S-¶n-cp¶ Imew.

A¶v ]Ån-\-S-bn kvIqfnsâ ]Sn-ªmtd Aä-¯mbn Hcp ac-ap-ണ്ട­m-bn-cp-¶p. hÅn-Ifpw ]e-Xcw sNSn-Ifpw ]SÀ¶p Ib-dnb acw Bem-bn-cpt¶m?Ben\v apÅp-­ണ്ടm-In-ÃtÃm! B apÅp-IÄ ]dn-s¨-Sp¯v DÅw I¿n sNdnb Xp¶-ep-IÄ \S¯n Xq¡n-bn-«n-cp-¶Xv ad-¶n-«n-Ã.-H-cn-¡-semcp Hm«-a-Õ-c-¯n-emWv Ipªnan\n-bpsS ]mhm-S-b-gn-ª-Xv. AXpw Iq«n-¸n-Sn-¨p-sIm­v Ah-tfm-Snb Hm«w Ct¸mgpw Ah-km-\n-¨n-cn-¡n-Ã. ]ns¶ hsÃy an\n, AhÄ¡v t{]X-¯n-sem¶pw t]Sn-bn-ÃtÃm! skan-t¯-cn-bpsS sXm«-cn-I-¯mWv Ah-fpsS hoSv. shÅn-bmgvN D¨-IÄ Ah-fpsS hnP-b-¯nsâ aWn-¡q-dp-I-fm-Wv. B ka-b-§-fn-emWv skan-t¯-cn-bn Hä¡v t]mbn \S-¶p-h-cmtam F¶ tNmZyw Ah-fp-bÀ¯p-I. t{]X-`q-Xm-Zn-IÄ Iymävhm¡v \S-¯p¶ ]mXnct]mse \ni-_vZhpw \nKq-V-hp-am-WtÃm \«p-¨-I-fpw. \S-¶m am{Xw t]mc, AØn-¡n-W-dn-te¡v t\m¡p-Ibpw thWw. R§sf ]cm-P-b-s¸-Sp-¯p¶ Cu I£n Hä¡v t]mbn-«p-­m-Ip-tam... BÀ¡-dn-bmw.

D¨-s¡mcp ]Ån-bn t]m¡p-­v. _p[-\mgvN Znh-k-§-fn D¨bv¡v sagp-Ip-Xncn Ìmân cmhnse Ip¯n-sh¨ sagp-Ip-Xn-cn-I-fpsS sagpIv ]c¶v CfwNq-tSmsS InS-¸pണ്ടm-Ipw.AXn A©p-hn-cepw ap¡n Htäm«-am-Wv. A¶Z shÅ-¯nsâ ASp-t¯-¡v. AXn hnc ap¡p-t¼m-gpÅ kpJw .. AXnsâ kl-\w... iqc-X... ]n¶o-sSm¶pw \S-¯n-bn-«n-Ã. A¶Z shÅw Xe-bn-sem-gn-¨m apSn hf-cp-sa¶v s]¬ {]P-I-tfmSv Bcm-WmZyw ]d-ª-sX-¶v Adn-bn-Ã. D¨-¡p-tijw A¶-sh-Å-s¯m«n Imen-bm-Ip-¶-Xnsâ clkyw I]ymÀ¡-dn-bmtam? Fs´ms¡ hnZy-IÄ...

aq{X-¸p-c-IÄ F¶pw Fhn-tSbpw Hcp kw`-h-am-Wv. Icn-¡-«-I-fpsS Nn{X-§Ä A§n§v tImdn-h-c¨ ]pcm-X\ aq{X-¸p-c-IÄ. kvIqfnsâ \mep-sI-«n \n¶pw sNdnb Hcp hmXn-en-eq-sS-bmWv aq{X-¸p-c-bn-tebv¡v t]mhp-I. Bh-iy-ap-s­-ണ്ട¦nepw CsÃ-¦nepw, AhnSw kpK-Ô-an-sÃ-¦nepw CâÀsh-Ãn\v aWn-b-Sn-¨m FÃm-hcpw IqSn HmSSm Hm«-am-Wv. shdp-sX, H¶p-an-sÃ-t¶bv ... B sNdnb hmXn-en-se-¯p-t¼mÄ Hcp t{_bv¡nS-ep-­v. t]mw. t]mw F¶v ]dªv tlmW-Sn¨v Nhn-«n-¯n-cn¨v Hcp t]m¡v. Hcn-¡Â tPmWn-am-jpsS No¯-tI«v At§m-s«-¯p-t¼-tgbv¡pw IpXnÀ¶ Fsâ {Suk-dp-IÄ BtcmSv ]cmXn ]d-bpw. ‘HmS-Sm... Chn-sS-sbm¶pw Hgn-t¨-¡-cp-Xv....’

A¶s¯ Iq«p-Im-c³ kt´m-jn\v shdpsX B IrXyw \nÀÆ-ln-¨p-h-cp-¶-Xn I¼-an-Ã. ]ns¶ Nne ]co-£-W-§Ä. .. Ah\v B aXn-en\p apI-fn-eqsS Hcn-¡-se-¦nepw IS-ക്ക-Ww. ]d-bm³ ad-¶p. aXn-en-\-¸pdw s]¬Ip-«n-I-fpsS aq{X-¸p-c-bm-WtÃm. H¸w \n¶v lcw ]nSn-¸n-¡p-¶-hÀ Xs¶ tPmkp-am-tjmSp Imcyw ]d-bpw. ]ns¶-b-hnsS \n¶-hÀ¡pw കാഴ്ചക്കാര്‍ക്കും Np½m {ian-¨-h\pw sN­-ണ്ടta-f-amWv, ASn-bp-sS. ]n¶oSv hep-Xmbn _jo-dnsâ ‘aXn-ep-I’-sfms¡ hmbn-¨-t¸m-gtà kwK-Xn-bpsS Kuchw ]nSn-In-«n-b-Xv. Cu aXn-ep-I-fp-ണ്ടtÃm, aXn-ep-IÄ… A¸p-d¯pw C¸p-d-¯p-ambn At\Iw kv{Xo ]pcp-j-·msc thÀXn-cn-¨n-cp¶ Pbn-ense aXn AXv BZna-amb Hcp hne¡v IqSn-bm-W-tÃm. AXn Zzmc-ap-ണ്ടm-¡m³ {ian¨ aXn-ep-I-fnse IYm-]m{Xw sImണ്ട ASn-I-sf-t¸mse kt´mjpw F{X sImണ്ടp.

]b-dn\v XSw tImcp-hm\pw a®p sI«p-hm\pw ]Zyw sNmÃn-¡-gn-ª-hÀ¡tà A\p-hm-Z-ap-Åq. hnNn-{X-amb BNm-c-§Ä!! aä-¯n \n¶p h¶n-cp¶ B\nSo¨À F{X kq{X-¡m-cn-bm-Wv.]Zyw sNmÃn-¡-gn-ªm So¨À ]dbpw “tZ dm^n ]Zyw apgp-h\pw ImWmsX sNmÃn. anSp-¡³ t]mbvt¡m... Ibvt¡m-s«-Sp¯v sIf-bv¡m³ XpS-§n-t¡m”. ]Zyw ]Tn-¡m-¯-hÀ dm^nsb {]mIn-bn-cn-¡p-t¼mÄ Ah³ tXm«-¯n ]Wn XpS-§n-¡m-Wpw. C¶v sI.-kn.-F^v {]iv\-ta-J-e-bnÂ, Irjn Hcp kwkvIm-c-ambn ImWm¯ Ah-Ø-sb-s¶ms¡ hm tXmcmsX kvIqfn ]d-bp-t¼mÄ \à A[ym-]-I-cpsS kq{X-§-tfmÀ¡pw. R§sf a®n-t\mSv kvt\l-ap-Å-h-cm-¡m³ AhÀ cq]-s¸-Sp-¯nb X{´-§-tfmÀ¡pw.

{]nb ]m¯p-½, \obn-hn-sS-bp-­m-bn-cp-s¶-¦n amK-kn³ ASn-¡m-\pÅ kw`m-h-\-¸n-cnhv tIa-am-tb-t\. \n\t¡mÀ½bpt­ണ്ടm Hmtcm Unhn-j\pw hmZn-¨pÅ aÕ-c-am-bn-cp-¶p. A©pw ]¯pw Ccp-]-¯©pw A¼Xpw ss]k-IÄ Sn¶nsâ sNdnb Kym¸n-eqsS XÅn-bn-d-¡m³… A]qÀÆ-ambn Hä cq]-bpw. A§-s\-bn-cn-¡p-t¼m-gm-WtÃm \½psS ¢mÊv Hcp h«w H¶m-a-sX-¯n-b-Xv. \o ad¶pt]mtbm AXv \o sImണ്ടp-h-¶n« A©pcq-]-bpsS I\-¯n-em-bn-cp-¶p. \nc-h[n tNmZy-§Ä... F§s\... Fhn-S¶v ..-B-cp-sS... k¡m¯v In«nb Imim-sW¶v ]dªXv t_m[y-s¸-SmsX \n\¡v D½sb lmP-cm-tണ്ട¡­n h¶p. kXyw, B hnPbw R§-fn-t¸mgpw HmÀ¡m-dp-ണ്ട v. kvIqfn\p apI-fn-eqsS HmÀ½-I-fpsS knIvkÀ ]mbn-¡p-t¼mÄ BZyw IS¶p hcnI \nsâ B ]gb apjnª A©p-cq]m t\m«nsâ Xnf-¡-am-Wv. \o tIÄ¡p-¶p-tണ്ടm.... hnhm-l-¯nt\m R§sf \o hnfn-¨n-Ã. Kymk-Sp¸v s]m«n-s¯-dn¨v \osbmcp Xoa-c-am-sb¶v tI«-t¸mÄ R§-fmZyw hniz-kn-¨n-Ã. A§s\ acn¨pt]m-sb¶v ]n¶o-Spw.

HmÀ½-IÄ amªp-Xp-S-§n-bn-«n-Ã. Ct¸mÄ kvIqfnsâ ]Ip-Xnbpw CÃm-Xm-bn. t\gvkn§v ]T\w h¶-tXm-Sp-IqSn Hgnª hSt¡ `mK-§fpw aq{X-¸p-cbpw A]-l-cn-¡-s¸-«p.

ag-¡m-e-¯v \mep-sI-«nsâ apI-fnse ]m¯n-bn-eqsS shÅw IpXn-¨p-h-cp-t¼mÄ IpS-]n-Sn¨v AXns\ apdn¨p IS-¡p¶ A\n-b-·mÀ C¶p-apണ്ടm-In-tÃ. C¶pw H¶mw ¢mÊv Fbn-tebpw _nbn-tebpw Ip«n-IÄ¡v HmÄssd-äp-IÄ tÉäp-I-fn ]Xn¨p \ÂIm-dn-tÃ.-A-¶p-hm-§nb icn-I-fpsS A{X-sbm¶pw ]n¶oSv \½Ä t\Sp-¶n-Ã-tÃm. Icn-¡« s]³knepw നെറക്കട്ട s]³knepw kvIqfn \n¶v t]cv sh«n-t¸mtbm. A\n-b-·mtc , Hcp IjWw ajn-¯-ണ്ടn\v ]Icw hf-s¸m«v sImSp-¡m-dp-tണ്ടm?

‘Sm, lÊp-Êm’. lÊ\pw lpÊ\pw, Ahcv Cc-«-I-fm-Wv., cണ്ടmw-¢mÊv apX-epÅ kplr-¯p-¡Ä. Ct¸mgpw BcmWv lʳ BcmWv lpʳ F¶v F\n¡v Xn«w t]mcm. Ipd¨p ap¼v Iണ്ടp-ap-«n-b-t¸mÄ Rm³ Ah-t\mSv ]d-ªp. \½psS ]Ån kvIqfnsâ 100-þmw hmÀjn-I-amWv \ap-s¡m¶v H¯p-Iq-S-Ww. Ad-_n-So-¨dv C¶mfpw \nsâ Imcyw ]dªp. ‘Hm \n§-sfms¡ hsey amjvam-ctÃ, R§-sf-sbm¶pw H¶pw Adn-bn-¡n-Ã-tÃm. R§¡v hsey ]Tn-s¸m-¶q-Ã-jvSm. ..’’Gbv A§-s\-sbm-¶q-sÃSm Rm¼-d-b-W-sXm¶v tI¡v.... ‘]cn-`hw IeÀ¶v ss_¡n-te¡v Ib-dnb Ah-t\mSv Rm³ ]dªp ‘Um \n\¡v \½psS ¢mÊnse ¥ ¥ ¥phns\ HmÀ½-bptണ്ടm?’ ‘F\n-bvt¡mÀ½o-ണ്ട ­v.’ ‘..sât½m, Rm³ hnNm-cn-¨p, Fbv¡vamt{X HmÀ½o-ണ്ടm-hp-Åq¶v’

HmÀ½-IÄ Ah-km-\n-¡p-¶n-Ã. I®p-I-fn ac-W-¯nsâ \c¨ \nd-§Ä hcp-¶Xp hsc….
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